Sunday, June 01, 2008 • 1:46 AM
Ass shaken at a quarter to 2 and I’m feelin your ready to
Freak me Freak me
Body’s caught an applause you can hear us in the bathroom cutting up
Freaky Deaky
I got just what we need Hennessy and some weed light the candles up
Freaky
You inspire me with ecstasy got me feelin so
Freaky Deakyi couldn't really get any inspiration to start this this post. so many problems swirling inside my mind now which is really Frustrating, with a capital f. term test and some other personal problem add up to alot of problem. no longer in year 1, and i hav to face up to reality. 5 papers is a killa. bas·tard [bas-terd]-–noun
1. a person born of unmarried parents; an illegitimate child.
2.Slang.
a vicious, despicable, or thoroughly disliked personi am not born of unmarried parents and i am not a vicious, despicable or thorougly disliked person (in my opinion). But i am starting to think twice of what i had done recently. it's hard to break a relationship if someone regard you as her mate while you dont'really think like-wise. and when someone really think that you are her mate and start holding on to you so tightly that you feel restricted in whatever thing you do. what will most of you do? i dont feel anything wrong with me giving that someone a cold shoulder or in a meaner term, ignore her completely. maybe most of you will suppose that ignoring her is very inresponsible or cowardly. i have no comments. I had been living in myself for 19 years and i seriously know my character thorougly well. being straight foward does not do any good either. he/she may think that you are mean or cruel. but the truth may not be pleasing thing to hear. geddit? ignoring someone or giving someone the cold shoulder naturally show that someone is not interested and you can just jolly well bug off. maybe that person is too dumb to understand or whatever reason in clinging on, then she seriously need 2 tight slap to wake up.call me ruthless, cruel, meanie, bastard, coward i dont care. i just trust what i am doing and i know what i am doing. dont go crying to other and ask them to relay messages to me becasue i dont care and i dont want to know. maybe after all these years of living, i really am a bastard and someone need to slap some sense to me. but i have been in this kind of situation one too many time and i am real sick of handling it. everybody have a devil and angel inside them and its up to them to show which side of them on whoever deserve it.i did realize my mistake in stepping into the wrong path but i idn't know there isn't any exit for me to leave so i have to try any means i could think of to show that i am not intersted. someone need to get hurt and i am sorry its you.Oh, by the way, i am not calling you a bastard if you are born from unmarried parent or you are a illegetimate child, that's the dictionary definition for your info. sorry if it ofend you in any way.alright, instead of a post which seem like me venting out my frustration, maybe some thing more intersting. haven't been really sleeping early for the past few days because of wikipedia. AHA, i can search for all those good for nothing things like kinder surprise, marlboro, nutella, skippy peanut butter, milo. i even searched singapore, singapore football team, mr ong teng cheong, mr goh chok tong, mr lee hsien looong. The best search should be reserve to mr lee kwan yew. i didn't knew that he got a english name call harry! how cool can that be. bet no one ever know bout this. alright, of to find my darling(my bed),signing off,mr meanie, cruel, bastard koon pheng.OXOX ( XOXO is boring, thus the change)
